Ain't O.K.

I smile in the sunshine
But my life ain't all sunshine
It rains it pours it storms
And that seems to be the norm
Man everything ain't ok
Everything ain't ok
Everything ain't ok
But i'm gonna be ok
But I'm gonna be ok

Drinking heavy everyday when I got divorced
Everyday it was a bar or a liquor store
They hit me up and say you good I always told them sure
Throw it up and fall asleep on the kitchen floor
Overdraft so i used the credit card to pay
Even scared to check the mail i got bills that's late
The glow of life is getting dim how do i find the switch
Easy way to shut it out I just might make it click
I am not ok
But I hide the pain
Just a body full of flames walking in the rain
Thinking i should end it all when the phone rang
Conversation made me stay to find another day

I smile in the sunshine
But my life ain't all sunshine
It rains it pours it storms
And that seems to be the norm
Man everything ain't ok
Everything ain't ok
Everything ain't ok
But I'm gonna be ok

How can I How can I
Create a life then decide
To fly some thousand miles away on a plane
Where i can only see your face on a screen
It Brings... tears
Fighting back tears on the daily
Constantly replaying
Your videos
I hope you know
Ich Liebe dich
You and your sis
Are deeply missed
Me and mommy working through our shit
But we gon get it right yea i promise this
I promise

I smile in the sunshine
But my life ain't all sunshine
It rains it pours it storms
And that seems to be the norm
Man everything ain't ok
Everything ain't ok
Everything ain't ok
But i'm gonna be ok
But I'm gonna be ok



Credits
Writer(s): Aaron Evins
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