Window

Mama callin'
Don't think I'ma pick it up
I'm ignoring again
Way too twisted off the drugs
Truthfully this is a first for me
But
This shit shouldn't be so much fun to me
Because

I got burdens out my window
Pain and some worries out my window
Family getting buried out my window
And I'm just sitting merry in my window

Hold up stop it
Fuck that drop it
Family dying but I gotta fill my pockets
No, I do not have a minute
Sorry, I can't help it
I'm just chilling in the city
Maybe I'm selfish
On the real
I should go home
'Cause on the real
I been missing my own
See on the real

I miss a lot
I barely know 'em but I guess I got that trait from my pop
'Cause you Jubie just had a baby
Watch her grow through the gram
And we go back since babies
Her kid don't know who I am
That's kind of fucked up right
I guess I'm fucked up right
Yeah

And my wifey talking marriage
But it ain't with me
Another nigga playing parent
She won't wait for me
I never thought I'd let her get away from me
We need to talk
I should just break the v
Because

I got burdens out my window
Pain and some worries out my window
Family getting buried out my window
And I'm just sitting merry in my window

Back home (I'm back home now)
Gotta see what I'm missing
Little thrilling 'cause they miss him but shit ain't no different
That's when I realized
The world don't watch for me
The world don't drop for me
And time won't stop for me
No
So why do I try to control it
Spending time running from solace
Losing time and all the moments
Find the light even when

I got burdens out my window
Pain and some worries out my window
Family getting buried out my window
And I'm just sitting merry in my window