Cravings

It's started out as a craving
I thought I would get over it
You started feeling some things
And over time it doesn't bother me
I never felt these emotions
Of loneliness and bitterness
I have to praise your devotion
Cause I'm fucked up and now you're gone again
Just give me a little break
I just want you to fucking wait
Do you see the state I'm in?
I passed out and I don't remember anything

Do you wanna know what happened last night?
You were out with your friends tryna have a good time
And you met this girl crawling out of a bar
No reasons why, story of my life
Went back inside and had a drink or two
She said "I have a place that we can come back to
Just so you know there's only room for two"
You said "it's okay, it's only me and you"

Then you grabbed your things and drove away
You think "this is fun" but you don't feel safe
Realized you made a mistake:
Shouldn't have left your friends back in the other place
The sun is up, where you gonna go?
When the time around you seems to move so slow
Last night surely was a lot of fun
But you just spilled your guts out and forgot it all

You should know by now: don't make a plan
Cause people tend to walk away
And plans don't matter anyway

You should get out before it is too late
I've told you this a million times
But you don't seem to realize

The mess your in...