Love 4real?/Self-Loveee

First time that I caught feelings Was in middle School
I thought I was big but
Little did I know I was just Another one of these little fools If I could go back I'd tell myself at That time
That I'm you in a future lifetime
And love still hard to find
Hate to tell it like it is
He just a little dude
Yes I grew but my knowledge on
Love
Still remained little, too
He Tried to argue that she the
One
He tried to pitch the woo
Now I'm like Marty Mar fighting Wit Cole
She just rent a spoon
He Tried to laugh he tried to
Joke til his heart done got broke
Hit him like that brick knocked Down DeBo got the keys to the Smoke
That's How I hit different lows
And how my nights got bitter Cool
Like black families when they
Read R.I.P Witherspoon
But we still live to fight another
Day that's what we finna do
A genius quote so ahead of it's
Time cuz I can feel it too
It's a shame that it was
Quoted just a little soon
He up and I'm still in the middle
Room tryna see what's the deal Man

Is this love for real?
Is this love for real
Tryna see what's these feels
Before I catch these feels man is
This love for real
Is this love for real

Told Some women that I love
Em as response
But some I Said it first
But I still felt the same
This ain't no game I'll match ya
Megahertz
But God just blessed me with the one the rest got mega hurt
Cussing me out and calling me out my name
Gave me the blame for lack of Better words
I told the truth and I thought we Was straight
I guess my love was the mistake
I thought I found some people Whod smile by the smile on my
Face
But they either frown or it's fake
Then hop in the my way and take all they feelings away
What you thought my heart Would break?
God sent me one that he knows Will keep it at bay even when the rest floating away
Thought y'all was down to
Ride with me shotgun
I told you I was still confused in-
Side scroll to the top unh
Now you cutting off all the ties Cuz I done found one
You just mad cuz you thought You'd be mines guess you
Thought huh?
Yeah
I thank God
For showing me y'all true colors
How you saw red when the word We didn't become us
Y'all need to move around 'cause You can't take the real
Cuz I came clean and you lost all Your chill and won't answer When I ask mane

Was yo love for real

Is this love for real
Tryna see what's these feels
Before I catch these feels man is
This love for real
Is this love for real
Tell me
Is this love for real
Is this love for real
Tryna see what's these feels
Before I catch these feels man is
This love for real
Is this love for real

I try so hard I'm really trying
I try so hard to make you smile
I try so hard to do what's right
I forget I need to live my life
I try so hard to ease yo mind
I don't feel heard when I tell you mine
I try so hard I really try
Yeah
I feel like Kobe, you asked for my
Hustle but I gave my heart, mm
I feel like Gigi, I'm the next
Nobody but me from the start I'm pressure I don't need nobody
Else to say it
Got enough self love to know Nobody that could bleed could Ever take it
Hell nah nah nah nah nah
What you thought this was
I may not be worth nobody time But I'm worth mine in the end
Cuz I'm always my number 1

I've made so many mistakes
These feelings can't fade at a Barbershop
May be confused on what love is For others
-Cept My mom my bruddas and wife with my self love on lock
Boy, Unh