Spring

(How long have I been sleeping?
I hardly recognize myself)

I float above myself
My body sinks into the ground
The snow falls silently
On friends and family gathered around
I read the epitaph
As earth is pouring over me
Here lies the life you used to lead

How long have I been sleeping?
I hardly recognize myself

I woke myself up from a dream
December was the death of me
Became a ghost without a name
Then hit reset
This life's a game
I burned it down
The life I used to love
Just embers at my feet
The whites of winter
Snow and ash
A canvas for new shades of spring

I throw the covers off
A cold sweat running down my spine
Hello anxiety
I've been avoiding space and time
Shallow reality
Productive puppet golden string
Sometimes a knife is all you need

How long will I be bleeding?
I cut so deep to free myself

I woke myself up from a dream
December was the death of me
Became a ghost without a name
Then hit reset
This life's a game
I burned it down
The life I used to love
Just embers at my feet
The whites of winter
Snow and ash
A canvas for new shades of spring

Matter fact
Matter fact yeah
Why you gotta act like
You gonna put me in a bad light
You be living with your mask like
Imma go ahead and pull it back like
Shedding light on a new life
All the pain in a new game
Still cold with a new name
Living life in the fast lane
But I'll betcha one thing
Imma burn it down
Cause Imma live like hell before I'm in the ground
I had to jump that ship
I was about to drown
Cause life one strange thing lived upside-down
But on the flip-side Imma live like
Whatever I goddamn fucking feel like
Imma reset
Take a plane jet
Are we there yet
Imma go ahead and let you slide
I'll let you out my life
I'm like a poltergeist
I'm staying outta sight
Don't make me say it twice
Just keep it outta mind like
I didn't wanna leave but I had to
Wear it on my sleeve like a tattoo
Now I'm in a different life
Living all my days like a poltergeist

I woke myself up from a dream
December was the death of me
Became a ghost without a name
Then hit reset
This life's a game
I burned it down
The life I used to love
Just embers at my feet
The whites of winter
Snow and ash
A canvas for new shades of
I woke myself up from a dream
December was the death of me
Became a ghost without a name
Then hit reset
This life's a game
I burned it down
The life I used to love
Just embers at my feet
The whites of winter
Snow and ash
A canvas for new shades of spring

(How long will I be bleeding?
I cut so deep to free myself)