Halos

It's so hard to say goodbye
I've started talking to the sky
I'm falling as you fly, I know you're always in my mind
But I just wanna look you in the eyes

I wanna hear you tell me it's okay
I wanna hear your voice and see your face
I know you're in a better place
But I wanna see you when I'm wide awake

Looking through your pictures on my phone
If you're always with me then why do I feel alone
If you're always with me then why can't you call my phone
I'm just talking to you from the studio

I know you wanna see me smile
I cleared my head and I walked a couple miles
It's not goodbye it's I'll see you in a while

I see so many halos
So many halos
You're on your way home
So many halos

You feel like someone I knew once
The memory only sharp sometimes
Like the spike on a monitor of a failing heart
I hear you close and wish the time was mine
Instead of owning all this wailing dark

You wouldn't like the world right now anyway
Everybody's sacrificing their art
I often wonder what you'd say to me
If you ever knew I thought about taking part
In it all

Shits easier than watching yourself fall though
Gotta remember who you are after all though
Did you forget

Taught me to hold my own but couldn't upkeep your end
You should have said
Cos now all this vastness awaits without you
And I'm still trying to harbour your flame

I scrolled through my contacts and stopped on your name
Thankful that I loved you and I wasn't alone
Hoping you were alive in another time zone

I see so many halos
So many halos
You're on your way home
So many halos