Clothespin

I still have your clothespin
I wish I could clip on again sometimes
I didn't know what to do
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I remember we were younger going down by the lake
Was my November in the summer and I wish I could stay
A defender I was, we were together with flaws
At least with me, you were perfect with a purpose and I was awake
Too much time, not enough talk
Was in my prime, but I never squawked
Much rather squeak cause my love was too weak
Even though I had feelings, I could tell why you would leave
And maybe I did take things way too slow, I still don't know
Look, it was my first time, so I guess it makes sense
I was submerged from crying, repressed, now tense
We lacked confirmation, but at least it was time spent
I hope you really know how much to me your love meant

Clothespin
I wish I could clip on again sometimes
I didn't know what to do
Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh

Not even bother to call me lover, call me crush
Wish I could alter you, different colors, paintbrush
Paint a scene in my head, write it: Author's Bad Luck
Not very proper to hide in covers, bad luck
Now did you know I had my mask on for the first time
Under oath, I need you, can I ask why you left right
When I know you way too well, way too hard to act nice
Or do I not know you didn't mean it past times
Well I'm one to talk, hah, not really
Things are too confusing when I never know the answer
Way to overthink again, Haris, don't go and tamper
This isn't what you want you just need to relax
While you visit what you want, you don't need to relapse
You'll never clip on again, and that's just what it is, surpass
But if I leave a dream in summers, I'll have a wheel worse than that

The last time, two

I still have your clothespin
I wish I could clip on again sometimes
I didn't know what to do