Anx!Ety

Help me
I put trust in you and now I think I can't breath
I've been on this road too long and now that I see
You've been hurting me so silently
I can't believe I caught it
And now I see the irony, it's like

1452 up in my balance
I don't know how
I wanna talk with people
I'm too scared, but I don't know how
They asking me these questions
I don't know them
Please just get out
Had to get my millies
Just to move out and to show out
Made this far
I cannot quit
I'm on the run
I have no friends
I did it myself
From where I begun
They talkin' too much
I stick to myself with a knife to my throat
I'm thinking of ending it, but I cannot do it
I wanna have fun
Everyday I'm living, I'm just dealing with the pain
They're asking how I'm doing, so I smile and attain
I can't erase the memories, that's fucked up in my brain
I wanna end the moment, I cannot relive the strain
Family tryna help me, to force me
Told em got this
Knowing that I don't know what to do
When I get my shit
They helping me
But I just wanna do it on my own
I'm just jealous that you're happy
And I'm here alone

Never feel like I'm alone
Never feel like I am ever home
I just wanna run and get away now
I just wanna jump up, make it rain down

Rain down, rain down, wait how
Look at my wrist, it's shining
I got the rings now
They wanted me, I gotta jump
I'm making the plays, wow
Put me in a loop
Just like an infinity playground
Whoa
I don't have time, but I have time for you
Maybe if you stay close, we will fuckin make it through
Just don't turn on me for showing how much I care for you
I will give up on us both and I will shoot you too
Making the cash quick
Switching through the lanes
What's your name
Hold on to you ever and forever
Throughout all the pain
Feeling like we'll make it
Through the sorrow of this fucking game
Never try to leave me
Cut my wrist to end the goddamn strain

Never feel like I'm alone
Never feel like I am ever home
I just wanna run and get away now
I just wanna jump up, make it rain down

I just wanna get away from you
Always in my way I can't get through
Always telling me what I can't do
I gotta go, get away, get away

Never feel like I'm alone
Never feel like I am ever home
I just wanna run and get away now
I just wanna jump up, make it rain down



Credits
Writer(s): Chandler Musgrove
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