Yellow (feat. Julia Mentlik)

Abandoned our house
Nail the wood down
Blood runs through the walls dripping down
Dripping down

This time we didn't look back
Now I get that
Today I'm making out to be a fraud
I care but I don't care at all

Would you be proud
Could you look at me now
All the bloods draining out
Draining out
Draining out

Trying to make good changes
You know I hate this
Had my reasons for leaving every last mirror behind

Oh what I went through
To be good
To be good for you

Offered my all
Gave you my all
Til I was running
On nothing
Now I got nothing

Nothing hurts worse than I thought it would
I catch myself mid-turn some of the time
"I'll be enough"
Those were your words
Not mine

"I'll be enough"
Those were your words
Not mine
"I'll be enough"
Those were your words
Not mine

I won't know
Whether those lights are northern or southern
Cause I'll be lucid
Cruising down the highway
Loosely based off every map I've ever seen
And your loose lips will get us lost
But if there's anyone I'd want to be lost with
It'd be you
Cause darling I believe in chakras
And mock me all you want
But I don't talk simply to fill the silence
So I mean it when I say that
Yellow I saw all around you
Made me really think I was back
Staring at those lights
Or maybe even the sunrise I slept through
Leaking into my eyelids
And instead of black I saw the most beautiful
Blood vessel break of day
Like rays through the curtains in your bedroom
And I have never felt more solace than that

And this life will be worth every callous
Every blister
Every splinter
Every skid mark
And tire burn I get
And it'll hurt like hell
But hey along the way
I'll get the best fucking tan I've ever gotten
And my hands will be as sweaty as ever
But at least you'll hold them anyways