No North Star (Radio Edit)

Four on the floor
As the shower head pours heat on me
Praying to the god of sorry
I'm sure she has questions for me

These dead set eyes into dead set eyes
Bloodshot and punch drunk
But more drunk then punched up tonight

Quiet collapse at the end of the show
I was lost though I knew where to go
Because if I never arrive
I shouldn't go anywhere else

Stoned and alone
And I learn that the cold can't chill me
But if this winter can't kill me
Well, it could surely end us

And then relief
In glimpses of certainty
However brief
Then the floor drops out under me
Over, I'm over this fucking ouroboros now

Counting the stars
In the sky of a drywall canvas
Constellations formed by accident
I can't see the north star

The last time was the last time, and this time's the last time
And then I can put this to bed
How can I be everything
If I can't anything more

I couldn't hide where I needed to hide
But I tried how I needed to try
The last of the loss I could feel
Is storming in wild tonight

Stare in the sunken-in eyes of a ghost of a shell of a half of a half of a man
Saying what good can I be
If I couldn't be better for you

I couldn't lie when you asked me to lie
But I'll die if you ask me tonight
I'm going to die anyway
I might as well do it for you



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Writer(s): Taylor Brennan
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