Dies Irae

Give me myself back, you always pushed me and too many times you've held me back
Discarding of the waste that the memories made
The person you became is exactly who you fucking hate

All the words you said made me wish you were dead
Brainless now you're laying in a puddle of red
Face down on the ground with no strength to get up
While the voices in my head are saying this is not enough
Time after time and through all your fucking lies
You're ruining lives with no guilt in your eyes
Waking up at night all alone in the dark, dreaming bout all the ways
That I can tear you apart

The things we fear the most have already happened to us
Why are you dragging on what's already lost
I said I'd give you my world when it's falling apart
I said I'd fix myself but I don't know where to start

You're a deadbeat no good piece of shit
You'll amount to nothing and who no one will miss

You're a liar
There's no desire to keep this fire burning any longer
I'm now stronger now you're six feet under
I'm now stronger now you're six feet under

The things we fear the most have already happened to us
Why are you dragging on what's already lost
I said I'd give you my world when it's falling apart
I said I'd fix myself but I don't know where to start