Not an Easy Ugly

Hey wait I gotta just say
I don't got belief for single thing that you say
You can just wait
Take a break
I'm pretty sure hiding something
You're lookin real fake
One face two face
Thanks no not today
It's bit clearer
Seeing through the villain that appeared in the mirror

I know this now
A lesson I have learned here In the dark
About the way

That I'm broken down
And I'll always need your help to hit restart
(Thankful for this kind of mercy)
I need just a little help
Right now right now right now right now right now then
There you are up above
I can't thank you enough

Hi I was livin a lie
Do I look a bit old?
I was living two lives but hey
Before you throw shade
What was that thing you were lookin at the other day
And you wonder how I
Know its cause a lot of us struggle in that same way
So I am not phased
And let me just mention
That blood is the only escape

I thought that it was over
But I guess that getting sober
Is trickier cause the motives of the heart
Open up enough really show you who you are
Starved and ugly no it's not an easy ugly
Not the kind that you can lock away ignore until its nothing
It kills the village
It still keeps hunting all night
And that's the kinda ugly I hide
I'm a child I'm villain sometimes

Even though I try still know I got nothing
Workin so hard just to see I'm still stuck in
All the ways I get high all the ways I keep running
Away from life just to see I'm still struggling
Stay in this fight try to figure out ugly
Cut it out of my life even though I don't love it
Now I got the knives out I'm about to get gutted
It's not an easy ugly but I'm so done running

I want you
So all this is worth it
If I get to you

I know this now
A lesson I have learned here in the dark
(Thankful for this kind of mercy)
That I'm broken down
And I'll always need your help to hit restart
(So let me just say it) So let me just say it
I can't thank you enough

Hi

Even though I try still know I got nothing
Workin so hard just to see I'm still stuck in
All the ways I get high all the ways I keep running
Away from life just to see I'm still struggling
Stay in this fight try to figure out ugly
Cut it out of my life even though I don't love it
Now I got the knives out I'm about to get gutted
It's not an easy ugly but I'm so done running



Credits
Writer(s): David Blascoe, Caleb Zovar, Paul Trinko
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