Memories

Yeah, memories like symphonies
You're still gone, you and I, our synergy
Do you remember me? Do you remember me?
Back then we were seventeen, we're still young
You and I, we were meant to be
Do you remember me? Do you remember me?

Ohh, these pills are meant to help me sleep but all they do is keep me awake
Yeah they keep me wake
Yeah, this smile I wear upon my face is just a mask and this is all fake
Yeah this is all fake

Yeah, two shots in, two shots in
Everybody on ma case, they go 2 by 3
Let me get another one, I too have sinned
I see what life could be, found out what I would be
Raised from a youngin, and told what I should be
Never had a buddy, never was I lucky
People look at me, and they settle where to put me
Warm it up like logic, diss em like you Tupac
Memories keep flooding, so I rid em with a hookah
Mama worked hard, she still got food on the table
Never was I able, our life it wasn't stable
Relations start good, then they snap hard like cable
Memories like a fable, creation into moral
But keep the Ls comin', it's why I'm recording
Ask me why I'm callin'
I don't believe in god, but I keep on praying
I keep on prayin' "help me"

Memories like symphonies
You're still gone, you and I, our synergy
Do you remember me? Do you remember me?
Back then we were seventeen, we're still young
You and I, we were meant to be
Do you remember me? Do you remember me?

Ohh, these pills are meant to help me sleep but all they do is keep me awake
Yeah they keep me wake
This smile I wear upon my face is just a mask and this is all fake
Yeah this is all fake

It's kinda weird I see your future in my memory
Can get a lot of green and get broke like celery
Pennywise, wise with pennies on my salary
I hear the talk, yeah, the gossip mean nothing to me
I'm this old, but in a childhood orbit
Battled my demons, never fold, no forfeit
Asked for space, but all I got was 4 fit
But no cap, middle school was too lit

Danced with Shanelly on the merchant of Venice
I was so surprised, the shawty knew what my name is
Best night ever, put my nerves at ease
Man, she probably didn't know how she made me freeze

I was swim team captain on the last event
Bendito hated me, I didn't know what it meant
This coach really took an L on my sister
So he took it out on me, man that shit is sinister

Reminiscing with y'all
Can you hear my story?
I skipped prom and couldn't tell her I'm sorry
Wasn't really my fault, but I'll take the fall
Man the cookout Sundays right after church
The puppies in the backyard playing fetch
Can't rewrite these memories that life is on edge
Can't rewrite these memories, can't start from scratch
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