First Scar

I've been seeing ya
My first scar
Every time I reach out with my arm
I feel that burn from your cigarette
From a drunken hug at a party on the door step

Now I think of ya
When i see green eyes
Everytime I look up at the stars
I think about those party lights hung above the streets of NewYork at night.

And I hope that you miss me
But you don't you don't you don't you oh you don't
And I wonder if I miss you
Like the way i used to feel on a cold cold day

I know I know I know I know. I'm done

I'm here now, at a crowded bar
With All my friends on my arm
And when I see those party lights I think about you just one last time

And I hope that you miss me
But you don't you don't you don't you oh you don't
And I wonder if I miss you
Like the way i used to feel on a cold cold day

You couldn't possibly know, I think of you in the evening
Even after these years, I've stayed away from-relationships
So now I tell you, these are the last words I give you
In self destruction I found truth,
And I no longer need you

And I hope that you miss me
But you don't you don't you don't you oh you don't
And I wonder if I miss you
Like the way i used to feel on a cold cold day
I know I know I know I know im done