Echoes

I held too much of grudge which makes it harder to let go
Cause i had to decide who i wanted the best for
Now you're happy while I'm mending a dead soul
You left me here jus all alone with my echoes
I dug into the past jus to gain some more clarity
I saw I was there for you and you always was there for me
Foolish old me thinking she would've married me
And I'm still gonna care for you even though you don't care for me
Held too much of grudge which makes it harder to let go
Cause I had to decide who I wanted the best for
Now you're happy while I'm mending a dead soul
You left me here jus all alone with my echoes

In isolation from anyone with their sanity
Look at the ending I guaranteed I ain't plan this
I guess my tapes, say more in the title than tracks
Should honor all support instead of idolizing mac
I broke a few hearts yeah I know that I did that
Won't give my all to no woman I'm givin all this to rap
Cause at the end of the day
I love to rap and to sing
I loved being with you but you just wanted to leave
After 5 years in hell i deserve a reprieve
I don't wanna sleep cause ion have any dreams
It jus go pitch black on the mother fucking screen
I'm jus accepting the fact you still don't fuck with me

I held too much of grudge which makes it harder to let go
Cause i had to decide who i wanted the best for
Now you're happy while I'm mending a dead soul
You left me here jus all alone with my echoes
I dug into the past jus to gain some more clarity
I saw I was there for you and you always was there for me
Foolish old me thinking she would've married me
And I'm still gonna care for you even though you don't care for me
Held too much of grudge which makes it harder to let go
Cause I had to decide who I wanted the best for
Now you're happy while I'm mending a dead soul
You left me here jus all alone with my echoes

All of the shade had finally came to light
Now there's no way to make it right and
Now I'm broken and I blame my pride
Cause without it I would've saved my life but
Ain't no time to go looking back
I stuck to music cause I'm good with rap
And what I wanted to tell you I just say on tracks
This is me venting no need to take off a hat
I still wish that there was still hope, but in the end
I just need to let go and be alone with my echoes
And forget why my soul so cold
Because

I held too much of grudge which makes it harder to let go
Cause i had to decide who i wanted the best for
Now you're happy while I'm mending a dead soul
You left me here jus all alone with my echoes
I dug into the past jus to gain some more clarity
I saw I was there for you and you always was there for me
Foolish old me thinking she would've married me
And I'm still gonna care for you even though you don't care for me
Held too much of grudge which makes it harder to let go
Cause I had to decide who I wanted the best for
Now you're happy while I'm mending a dead soul
You left me here jus all alone with my echoes