RNA

Last couples months I been feeling like fuck it
Ain't had a cut since July, on some shit I been bugging
Walking round bummy as shit
Fuck a retwist
Ima let my dreadz hang out this bucket

Don't care about nothing
All my emotions been stripped
Unless you my family or something
You niggas don't want it
The range been perfecting my aim
Ain't no telling of what I'm becoming
You won't catch me running

Only at peace when I'm blunted
Or when me and baby go at it
I live in her stomach
Elegant ratchet! She fresh out The A
And you know I'm a Baltimore Dummy

Still the same nigga since temps with the cruddy
No I can't switch, it's FINAO or nothing
Straight out the dirt like we doing construction
Stand tall when it's pressure
Ain't doing no ducking

See the pain when I look in ya eyes
That's what people been saying
But I just been praying to God that he keep me alive
My girl getting fed up
She say that I'm selfish, And act like a whole different guy
Where my heart on my sleeve
Cause it's too hard to smile and to keep all my feelings disguised
I cant just be living to die nigga

Can't explain what I feel up inside nigga
I just know it ain't right
Can't fold I'm too thorough
And God walking right by my side nigga
Everyday every night
All the people who switched, saw it coming
I wasn't surprised nigga
Why my circle so tight
Control what can
All that other shit don't concern "I" nigga
Out of mind out of sight

Bitch I'm loyal as ever despite
The envy and jealousy evident
Still got faith in the Lord
But sometimes I get stuck in my head in the devil come steppin in
All I need is a pen and mic
A tote of that gas and I'm back in my element
No more joy in shit that I used to love
Guess I found out the game come with politics

Please don't let this shit fool you lil nigga
This earth that we walking it's not too much love in it
Keep ya enemies close and ya friends at low
People turn into ghosts when you struggling

Only blood and day ones who i'm rocking wit
Done some shit in the past, still ain't proud of it
Been through trauma you won't understand, But it made me a man
So I'm flying before I quit
Nigga

See the pain when I look in ya eyes
That's what people been saying
But I just been praying to God that he keep me alive
My girl getting fed up
She say that I'm selfish, And act like a whole different guy
Where my heart on my sleeve
Cause it's too hard to smile and to keep all my feelings disguised
I cant just be living to die nigga

Gaining strength from all this weight on my back
I count my blessings I ain't stressing bout the shit that I lack
Open my soul and got refocus now it's time to attack
I'm still that nigga and they know it let's just keep it a stack
Respect run deeper then this money that's a God given fact
I rep my city like no other every body know that
If it come down to you or me I'll lay you down on the tracks
The realest nigga alive
Niggas owe me a plaque