Nothing Left to Say

Volcanic ashes erupt
Disturbing the heavenly doves
Thats what it felt like
When you came and disturbed
The way that i work
Stars look down on me with sadness
They know they can never be me
They sit neatly in the sky
Like galactic embers wishing to be free
But what if i want to be them
Would they trade places with me
Theres so many lands ill never get to see
And they sit above my head
Rubbing it on me

The aurora lights dance above the Alaskan snow
And i cant express
Just how much i too wish i would flow
Colours of Green and blue
Caressing my limbs
And id feel a sense of happiness
So i could finally let go
Of the past mistakes
And issues ive known

I wish i could sit upon the peak of Paris
The Eiffel tower is where id go
Id sit right on the pinnacle
Wishing on the stars
For some sort of fucking miracle
But ive been given a life
Where the outcome is im probably a criminal

I wish that i could breathe freely
Without the pains that bind my chest
Or perhaps id get rid of the apnea
So i could rest my head

I wish i was angel
Unharmed but much loved
I wish i was more than what i am
But at least im fucking lyrical

Ive been given something in my life
That ive yet to discover
But its only tragedy i seem to uncover
I fucking hate this shit
I wish i was taller
Maybe more handsome
A better brother
But instead im a loner
Who hides behind a fucking dell

Piecing together what other story of mines
I should tell fuckin hell
I want to talk on true shit
But it seems too real for me to tell
I cant have a calm discussion
Coz people mistake it for me trying to yell
My life has been a friction
Like tectonic plates
Causing a division
So me and you are on different planes
I hate how if you feel deep pain
Youre clinically insane
And you must be medicated
To keep you tame
Maybe this is why I've got fucking nothing left to say