Lonely Waters

So he found out my hidden
Secret that I kept for so long
He knows now what I have
Wanted for a while long
It's to be alone and isolated
For eternity
I can't let him do that to me
But it is too late

I'm trapped inside these lonely waters
With no one to call out for help
No one to bother
No one to notice
And surely no one to know my demise

Just when I thought I was free
From this world of gray
It wasn't over
He pushed me too hard
And now I'm stuck here

I'm trapped inside these lonely waters
With no one to call out for help
Nobody to bother
And No one to notice
It's useless now
I'm all alone
Nobody can ever here me call!
So I guess it's time
I live and learn
While trapped in these lonely waters

Don't think you can escape
My wicked mind
You are nothing but
A lying machine
No I'm not
Now leave me be
You gave me this life
AND YOU SHOULD BE PROUD
In my wish
You granted me
So what if people forget?
I'm stronger on my own
Ok then
You've spoken your mind
Now enjoy your life
INSIDE THE WALLS

What have I done?
This was not what I meant
In the first place
Cuz I just wanted someone that I can trust
BUT I GUESS DIVIDING ME
WASN'T ENOUGH FOR THEM

I'm trapped inside these lonely waters
With no one to call out for help
No one to bother
No one to notice
And surely no one to know my demise
It's useless now, I'm all alone
No one can ever hear me call
So I guess it's time
That I live and learn
While trapped in lonely waters

My life alone
Has just begun