Stayed Away

Why do I feel like I'm trapped in a cage?
I'm stuck and I suck and I've ducked too many times
To avoid the pain
But it's increasing

Can't breathe
From my mouth or my nose
That's how it goes in my world
It's never pleasing

If I just went on with my life
Or paid attention
Did I mention
I kind of threw myself in that direction
And now there's nothing else to say except
I should have stayed away

'Cause I keep jumping into trouble
Creating more distress
Anxiety is doubled
Why am I such a mess?
I feel like I've let you all down
Running towards the demons
When I should shove them out
Constantly in breakdowns
Filled with nothing but doubt
I'm one big mistake
Yet I can't fix my own heartache

And now I'm stuck
I still suck, and I tried to duck but I hit my own head
I feel dead wherever I am
Different situations and I still hit replay
And I tear myself down more and more
The tears still fall to this day
What more can I say?
I should have stayed away
I should have stayed away

'Cause I keep jumping into trouble
Creating more distress
Anxiety is doubled
Why am I such a mess?
I feel like I've let you all down
Running towards the demons
When I should shove them out
Constantly in breakdowns
Filled with nothing but doubt
I'm one big mistake
Yet I can't fix my own heartache

I can't fix anything that's happened in the past
But the past keeps repeating
It's heating me up
I'm succeeding at failing now
I want to stop, when can I learn my lesson?
Aggression is rising with calmness unwinding
And now I'm trapped in a cage (Trapped in a cage)

'Cause I keep jumping into trouble
Creating more distress
Anxiety is doubled
Why am I such a mess?
I feel like I've let you all down (Has she let you down?)
Running towards the demons
When I should shove them out
Constantly in breakdowns
Filled with nothing but doubt (Doubt)
I'm one big mistake
Yet I can't fix my own heartache

Can't fix my own heartache
I'm one big mistake
Filled with nothing but doubt
And constant breakdowns
I've let myself down (She's herself down)
I'm such a mess
Anxiety's doubled
Creating more distress
Cause I keep jumping into trouble

But

I should have stayed away
I should have stayed away

I should have I should have
I should have I should have

But now I'm trapped in a cage



Credits
Writer(s): Zari Warden
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