Dead Inside

I hate these thoughts that come to my mind
I wish that they could leave me the fuck alone
Sometimes I'm happy
I'm fine
It never lasts
Feel like I'm dead

I wake up
I want to
Stay in bed with you but my head
Keeps spinning
It's overthinking everything

I'm making up scenes in my head
And killing happiness again
Doctor says "take your meds"
I'd rather smoke some weed instead

I hate these thoughts that come to my mind
I wish that they could leave me the fuck alone
Sometimes I'm happy
I'm fine
It never lasts
Feel like I'm dead inside
Nobody knows
I'm not really fine
I'm so dead inside

Late nights
Fake fights
Anxiety is messing with my head
Keeps spinning
It's overthinking everything

I'm making up scenes in my head
And killing happiness again
Doctor says "take your meds"
I'd rather smoke some weed instead

I hate these thoughts that come to my mind
I wish that they could leave me the fuck alone
Sometimes I'm happy
I'm fine
It never lasts
Feel like I'm dead inside
Nobody knows
I'm not really fine
I'm so dead inside

I want you to understand
Anxiety is in my head
Stay right here and hold my hand
Help me now to make this end
Yeah
Make this end

I hate these thoughts that come to my mind
I wish that they could leave me the fuck alone
Sometimes I'm happy
I'm fine
It never lasts
Feel like I'm dead inside
Nobody knows
I'm not really fine
I'm so dead inside



Credits
Writer(s): Amelia Neo
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