Die Trying

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A little insight
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My niggers will literally die Trying
I tell them What they feel an they calling me Einstein
I Put them on the map and bringing me what's my mine
Now I slip this in a rap cause I tell ya my grind rhymes like
You have to put in work to be so credible
Got me pointing out these snitches with figures cause there so edible
Mastered all this pen an all
All ino is Hella ball
Putting up defense with ya pence
I swear I bet it fall
Mana Man say Never Say Never, but Man are never poor
From what I know in-shallah
My soul will live ever more
And that ain't a metaphor
My heart will be better pure
Been around the block Ive seen more than they think I've ever saw
An I ain't getting locked again to rap up in a cell again
I want my mum to be proud an not sad again
My kids are getting older theirs stuff that I need to do with them
Tomorrow isn't promised to no one I'm going through them
You making papers they hating upon your hustle
I've got some enemy telling me he knew my uncle
I stay there making it I just wanna be great in it
There's nothing I couldn't do and push all eight in it
I'm overthinking there's more things I need to figure out
My mummy know that there's nothing I couldn't give her now
I've been getting that cake I'm down to eat alone
Listen make no mistake I brought a killing home
My little bro was growing up I wasn't even about
My nanny passed the funeral I never get out
Pretty sure that this life in jail wasn't meant for me
Started writing bars behind bars in penitentiary
Free my brother he's riding a quarter-century
Everything in life they say its written
Was it meant to be
Because I've been mentally physically training my life
Living beyond my means
I was the kid who grew up on benefits
Now ladies wanna friend me they wanna to rep all my benefits
Niggers in my circle some turn out to be enemies
Now I'm thinking out of the box look at the sentence did
Some come an sold all there soul an still got cemetered
Most things can't shock me prepared I expected bullshit
Niggers Talk there talk but never could come and do shit
Money makes a difference but never could make me different
Some stuck around and, Some didn't
I sin the scene how my brother passed It did hurt me
Only 12 they said the good die Young
It weren't me
And I was happy with my older turning 30
In Jail That's my brother he is certy
He left me at 12 and 12 years more later
I was in jail with him it done me a favor
Car Now i sin the love from a real brother to a faker, ahhh
And I'm the man feel like the man in the family
All the other men in the family are the man of me
Most of them they label the mad in a different category
What I went through in this life it seems so imaginary
Now I see my life before me just take off
Im to strong in this wind to just break off
I'm going to put them in a place where pays off
Its family first so all you fakes can just shake off
An all my life when im making choices
I think first I look at him, look at me like what he's worth
His talking postcode an more so whats his turf
I'm a winner a winner that went to Lindsworth
My teachers told me I wasn't gonna get anywhere
I'm telling ya I ain't even blown yet and I've been everywhere
Every pair of shoes that ive walked in There's been a sentence there
And all a this I'm sharing were parents so you can shed a tear
An When it rains it pours it cause bad days
People that were close to my heart
They gone in sad ways
Baby mothers keeping kids apart from the dads
This is the part where she stabs ya
Straight in the back because she couldn't just have ya
Need I say anymore