Agnostic

I guess I'll tell you from the start, how I came to be
This fucking misery that's built up inside of me
I am a world built from death and decay
But a world is a world and you can't take that from me

Oceans rising, anxiety rising
Oceans rising, guilt fucking rising

I've had enough of myself, I've had enough of you
I've had enough of my life, enough to see this through
I am a world built from haze and heartache
And the structures inside me, have started capsizing
And I don't know if I believe

Oceans rising, anxiety rising
Oceans rising, guilt fucking rising
I built a forest from the seeds you planted in my head
If I'm such a burden then why are you still here?

I built a life of lives, I built a goal through spite
I grew a parasite that spiralled out of control
I am a world built from situations in my head
I'm a walking front line

Why's it so fucking easy to fall in love?
But so hard to cope with it?
And why can't all of the memories die with your love?
It's all I had to hold onto, but now it's gone

Oceans rising, anxiety rising
Oceans rising, guilt fucking rising

I made a world from dust, connected pieces with lust
Built from the fact I was never good enough
And though you try, you can't take away the fact that
I am a world

I made a world from dust, connected pieces with lust
Built from the fact I was never good enough
And though you try, you can't take away the fact that
I don't know if I believe
I don't know if I believe
I don't know if I believe
I don't know if I believe
I don't know if I believe