Not Your Lullaby

Ungrateful, a bore, never spared a heart before yours
Keep on sleeping in, letting time go to waste
You're barely up but I can never keep up pace
Was foolish, kept begging
I felt useless, not to mention
That I stood by you and defended your name
Were never there when I'd need you to do the same

Manipulated lies
Insecurities and fights
That's all we had boy
So

Have fun rocking your own crib now
Finally found my way somehow
Done with the same old goodbyes
This is not your lullaby
Used to fall asleep while crying, now I'm laughing up all night
Happiness in me I'll find
This is not your lullaby

All the lies that you kept feeding
Said 'I love you' with no meaning
I lost the love for me
Tryna be what you need
Changed my heart reserved it for you
Put you first, you're the one I'd always choose
Din't know the real me was the one thing that I'd lose

Manipulative lies
And all the times I've cried
That's all that you started
I'm glad that we've part ways
So

Have fun rocking your own crib now
Finally found my way somehow
Done with the same old goodbyes
This is not your lullaby
Used to fall asleep while crying, now I'm laughing up all night
Happiness in me I'll find
This is not your lullaby

Time, oh how it fades
I took it for granted
Lost after a 3 year game
The devils that I've faced mistakes put me to shame
Not letting you get in the way

Have fun rocking your own crib now
Finally found my way somehow
Done with the same old goodbyes
This is not your lullaby
Used to fall asleep while crying, now I'm laughing up all night
Happiness in me I'll find
This is not your lullaby

Done hurting, done hurting

Letting go, saying goodbye
You're now the last thing that's on my mind
I'm taking care of this heart of mine

This is not your lullaby