Thoughts

They're just thoughts
Yeah

Why I'm trapped in my thoughts, let me set 'em in the open
There's some tug of wars going on
And I ain't coping
I'm tryna stay down but I'm floating
Shit got me spinning I ain't liking the motion
Try to hold on, losing grip, gonna open
The airs getting thick and I'm over the choking
Airs with the tick got me roaming
Heirs gone stick, we ain't liking the lonesome
I'm having raw thoughts
I'm a kid again, stepdad, more talk with his fist again
I said, you come for my mum then you pissing
Red, no chance, I was young, we ain't finished yet
See the man I become
Eat your dinner bread, you created this cunt that is in my head
Now, try front on me once
Push this in your head, you can't run, you know that it's in my legs
Yeah, remember the chase, huh, 9 years lil Menace got his pace up
'Bout time that you split like a face
Cut, '98 ain't no better, what gon' face us?
My brothers born and it's a blessing, mum changed her partners
And we gained some stressing
I replay the carnage, It's a torture session
That has fucked my head, so don't you talk on lessons

Wish it changed but aggression stepped in, lives got threatened
And my mum got burnt and my brother
Got a cheffing, at least he stepped in
Word to my brethren, I swear to the old gods, brother didn't question
I swear he a soldier, didn't stutter when he pressed him
I swear, for the whole squad
He holds our protection, It's time she left him, yeah
Just thoughts in my head but forced me some anger
It's more in December, we fall for a member
I'm calling it cancer, used to pray to the lord for an answer
It turned our days all dark like a panther
I had to leave this home, I can't stand it
Standing alone like the boys going
Phantom, I'm leaving a home for a dead man

But I guess this is life, I suppose
(But I guess this is life, I suppose)

All dry, nothing ripe, nothing rose
(All dry, nothing ripe, nothing rose)

I'll soon take flight when I'm grown
(I'll soon take flight when I'm grown)

From the fear and the dark in my home

Home is where the heart is, I'm a daddy so I never wanna start shit
Baby mama, never seen you as a target
And I'm sorry that I never tried my hardest
It's family first but my fans want an artist
I'll die for my chases and carters
I'll live for my babies 'cause I am your father
I'll always catch you, sons, 'cause dad is your harness
We was just children so how could you
Harm us, I'm all dazed, no days, only darkness
Guess this the way, in a way
I am heartless but I ain't a waste, I ain't placed as a carcass
Thoughts in my head but the thoughts I won't
Part with, I left home and it gave me a pardon
Seen cheap change and felt like a bargain
I took leaps, now I'm moving the margins
Yeah, remember the change up, 'bout time lil Menace got his face up
Get staunch lil Menace, get your weight up
You can do it don't you smile for no fake cunt
See, what goes around will always come
Around, see I'm done with frowns, I can not pass 'em down
They say my seed is bound, I will not taint the ground
They just thoughts but it seems they are making sound

But I guess this is life, I suppose
(But I guess this is life, I suppose)

All dry, nothing ripe, nothing rose
(All dry, nothing ripe, nothing rose)

I'll soon take flight when I'm grown
(I'll soon take flight when I'm grown)

From the fear and the dark in my home