Rooftop Thoughts.

You ever crash the bird before you land the plane
And the dirt is looking far away
But I heard a couple thoughts escape
And they told me it'll be okay
I been feeling like a big mistake
Like I don't even want to be awake
You said you want to reason why I think that you should stay
I know you won't but if you're leaving
Then the least that you can do is wave

Meet me where it's dark out
Where the wind blows
Meet me where I'm trapped
With a curtain, open window
Because I said so
Text me when you get here
It's a 9 story building, I'm on the tenth floor, you get it
I been so confused lately, I been so down man
Thinking on a roof lately, staring at the ground man
Future misconstrued lately, that explain the frown man
It's not a cry for you, it's just the way I'm sounding
And I'm locked inside my cage, I'm just a hermit
Try expelling all my pain, and started spelling out these verses
Flipping to another page, digging garbage like a vermin
Feeling too afraid of taking all these chances like a virgin
Is it worth it
I don't know
Struggled for a purpose
Travelled with a circus
Tryna find a meaning when I barely scratch the surface
And it hurts because I know
I'm not the first to feel uncertain
Wipe the dirt up off my shirt
And then continue trekking earth
I'm on a whole other planet
The moon couldn't comprehend the phases that I've managed
I just want to know my destiny, I want to understand it
Tell me what is left for me, can I go and plan it
I been questioning my home
Surround myself with love and then proceed to feel alone
Luckily this music shit is always set in stone
Because if it wasn't I'd be gone gone gone gone

I don't even know, all the power that I hold
The future will unfold, but the presents feeling cold
It'll be alright, it'll be okay
It'll be alright, it'll be okay
It'll be alright
At least that's what I've been told