Purpose

Uh check it
Dracarys flow yeah come and watch dragon a spit
My life is starting to turn out how I imagined it
Ya boy growing cross the country I been tracking it
Practice makes perfect and you can tell that I been practicing
Come and Catch a vibe of what I see inside my mental
I see the future got my eye on the ball and it's crystal
Platinum on the wall and platinum all up in my dental
Working extra hard so it won't be coincidental
And I know that lately I been in my feels
But I feel like I'm the only one that's been keeping it real
Cause these artists in the industry they sell they souls for deals
Man I'm trying to stay driven, Can somebody grab the wheel uh
I ain't gonna lie, I wish the deals were mine
If they offered me the same deal it would weigh up on my mind
I would never sell my soul so I could get a slice of pie
But I would reconsider if it let me quit my 9-5 yuh
Lately I been reminiscing bout the Days when we were kids and all we'd Worry bout was hollering at bitches
Or the classes we were missing
Or the weed that we were hitting
Hopefully it got us high enough, so Problems we'd forget em
Time was really moving slow from all the drugs I was abusing
Aint nobody had my back, back When I started doing music
Cause they never saw the picture til I drew it
What a nuisance
Swear they thought that was playing Never thought that I could do this shit

And pressure make me my finest
That's why I'm shining like diamonds
The alcohol got me vibing
I'm blacking out when I'm writing
The Studio where you find me
I really thrive in confinement
The flow is heinsenberg bitch I got it down to a science
I'm running to the bags like I left em all at baggage claim
I probably won't have enough hands for all the bags I'll claim
I'm trying to put ice on my wrist like I just had a sprain
The more famous I get the more I seem to question fame
And ima stay real no matter how much fame I get
I couldn't fake it if you payed me you'd just waste your cents
I got some clout and people acting different ever since
Funny how money make people change it don't make no sense
Musics always been a gamble but I doubled down
I'm scared that everything I've built might just crumble down
And I been stressing way too much so I been puffing loud
Got me smoking blunts till they roaches guess I'm bugging out

Life is changing now, I speak it all into existence
I keep my head down work real hard and I just mind my business
And now the riches coming in I gotta watch these bitches
They knocking on the door now like they a jehova witness
They want a mile from me i don't give em any inches
I'm Married to the game she'll forever be my misses
I'm too ambitious, who you kidding, grinding out my wishes
2020 got me having 2020 tunnel vision
Doubt my rapping
Now they proud of my talent
And the success that I'm having
It Should explain why I'm absent
To all the functions y'all asking
For me to go but I'm passing
The world outsides a distraction
I'm tryna find me a balance damn
Spitting verses
Know I seem like I'm perfect
The confidence of a surgeon
Except It's really a burden
Cause I'm a nervous person on the surface
Still so uncertain
That's why I'm always soul searching
But music really feeling like my purpose



Credits
Writer(s): Sean Swoveland
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