Fading Away
I feel like I've been gone for a long time
My body's present but I cannot find my mind
I used to love feeling everything inside
But I'm afraid the well's run dry
Every time I get a second to myself
I can't help but give it up to someone else
My brain is like a cavernous, empty shell
And I'm lost inside
What is going on?
Where has my heart gone?
I miss the sun
I paint a smile on my face
I keep my hands busy
I try to trick myself
But I know I am not okay
I'm breaking under the weight
Of the guilt filling up my plate
I feel myself fading away
I just wanna be left all alone
Don't wanna say yes, don't wanna say no
Don't wanna hear a sound anywhere I go
The pain is too much, just let me be alone
It hurts me to stay, it kills me to go
Letting you down hurts more than you know
And I could never be all that you want
And it's been tearing me apart
What is going on?
Why am I so numb?
I miss the sun
I paint a smile on my face
I keep my hands busy
I try to trick myself
But I know I am not okay
I'm breaking under the weight
Of the guilt filling up my plate
I feel myself fading away
And I know I can't keep living this way
All these sleepless nights and wasted days
I know what's to come if I don't change
I'll soon've faded away
I think of everyone else, but no one's there for me
I've got to love myself and tell them I am not okay
I'm buried under the shame and there's nobody else to blame
I feel myself fading away
I won't let myself fade away
My body's present but I cannot find my mind
I used to love feeling everything inside
But I'm afraid the well's run dry
Every time I get a second to myself
I can't help but give it up to someone else
My brain is like a cavernous, empty shell
And I'm lost inside
What is going on?
Where has my heart gone?
I miss the sun
I paint a smile on my face
I keep my hands busy
I try to trick myself
But I know I am not okay
I'm breaking under the weight
Of the guilt filling up my plate
I feel myself fading away
I just wanna be left all alone
Don't wanna say yes, don't wanna say no
Don't wanna hear a sound anywhere I go
The pain is too much, just let me be alone
It hurts me to stay, it kills me to go
Letting you down hurts more than you know
And I could never be all that you want
And it's been tearing me apart
What is going on?
Why am I so numb?
I miss the sun
I paint a smile on my face
I keep my hands busy
I try to trick myself
But I know I am not okay
I'm breaking under the weight
Of the guilt filling up my plate
I feel myself fading away
And I know I can't keep living this way
All these sleepless nights and wasted days
I know what's to come if I don't change
I'll soon've faded away
I think of everyone else, but no one's there for me
I've got to love myself and tell them I am not okay
I'm buried under the shame and there's nobody else to blame
I feel myself fading away
I won't let myself fade away
Credits
Writer(s): Jessica Sharman, John Drake
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
Link
Altri album
© 2024 All rights reserved. Rockol.com S.r.l. Website image policy
Rockol
- Rockol only uses images and photos made available for promotional purposes (“for press use”) by record companies, artist managements and p.r. agencies.
- Said images are used to exert a right to report and a finality of the criticism, in a degraded mode compliant to copyright laws, and exclusively inclosed in our own informative content.
- Only non-exclusive images addressed to newspaper use and, in general, copyright-free are accepted.
- Live photos are published when licensed by photographers whose copyright is quoted.
- Rockol is available to pay the right holder a fair fee should a published image’s author be unknown at the time of publishing.
Feedback
Please immediately report the presence of images possibly not compliant with the above cases so as to quickly verify an improper use: where confirmed, we would immediately proceed to their removal.