Lost

Ecstasy
Something I never felt before I met you
Something that I have never experienced but never want to let go of
How do you have this effect on me
How can you make my body tingle in many different places
More than just one
How can you make me just want to move
I want to dance until my feet fall off
I want to feel the sun on my body while the moon is out
I want you to feel everything that I feel when I am next to you
I want to be next to you forever
And ever
And ever
And ever
Until they come up with a word that means a longer time than forever
You make me feel light
Like Im a star blossoming into a galaxy filled with love and happiness
Joy without sorrow
You make me feel older than PG-13
You make X rated feel like more than just a pill
More than just a high
More than just a sensation that leaves when the climaxes have reached their peaks
You make me feel alive
I love this feeling yet I hate this feeling
I believe it to be temporary
I believe it to be a dream
I believe it to be a facade for you to collect whatever you see of value from me
But I don't know the truth
I don't know if its all in my head or if this is really you
I'm confused
I am the definition of confusion with no way around it because as much as I doubt you the more that I fall in love with every way that you look at me
Eyes like wine
My mind is clouded
I usually know things but at this point I've come to terms with the fact that I don't know
I want this to continue but

I just feel like
What if you lead me in the wrong direction
What if you alter my perception of me to something I don't like deception
What if all there were was erections
I don't know how t add corrections to an equation I haven't even solved yet
I need more contemplations about our relations because you're doing something that wasn't in my list of instructions on how to treat me
I didn't know that you followed your own directions
I didn't know that you would have your own perceptions
I didn't know that you could move me to a new realm outside of my introverted mind
Inception upon my dreams
Inceptions upon my spirit
Its frightening how you can send my mind into an order of obstruction
Im lost
I need directions



Credits
Writer(s): Leojae Payton
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