Did You Mean It

Sometimes I wonder what's going on with you
'Cause since last summer all I see's solitude
This life's a bummer unless you make it cool
Through rain and thunder storms I still won't play the fool
Holding by a thread hanging off the coat rack
You're still in my head I just hope you know that
Everything I said I could never take back
Or I would never say that 'cause I know you hate that
She think I'm a heathen nothing to believe in looking for a reason just to live
Lucky to be breathing life is so deceiving speaking what I dream into existence
Every single season people keep on changing I don't know the reason why it's like this
Crying out and screaming like dying out and bleeding right until I wake up scared as shit
I'm love sick
Got no one to do these drugs with
In public stumbling around like fuck it
Never meant to make you feel like we were rushing
Should of gave another topic of discussion
Night falls missed calls
Too bad you don't miss me at all
They say the grass is greener on the other side
I must of heard that shit a hundred times
Oh forbidden love so sacred
Forgiven trust so secret
No giving up this evening
When you said you love me did you mean it
Did you mean it did you mean it
When you said you love me did you mean it
Did you mean it?
She think I'm a heathen nothing to believe in looking for a reason just to live
Lucky to be breathing life is so deceiving speaking what I dream into existence
Every single season people keep on changing I don't know the reason why it's like this
Crying out and screaming like dying out and bleeding right until I wake up scared as shit
Did you mean it did you mean it
When you said you love me did you mean it
Did you mean it did you mean it
When you said you love me did you mean it