Real Love

This is the time that I step in the light and let all of my flaws be shown
My ego ain't right and I don't sleep at night cus that's when all the walls might close in
This evil I fight ain't ain't the kind of shit that you can see if yo body froze
I bleed when I write cus the pain that I feel is the shit that got God involved

I know who I am and the man I've become through all my fuck ups and trials
When I was young so much anger
I still give ya a smile
I'm balling my fist
I'm battling this and that and this that now
I struggle with this
I struggle with that
And I don't know how to get out
Anxiety builds and that feeling hope is the shit got memes about it
And now I can't trust cus the love that I had is the shit that got eaten out me
I struggle with patience I'm racing the clock but the seasons ain't leaving loudly
And then all of a sudden the shit that I've learned is the same that brought genius out me

Noooooo
I can't feel no more
I need real support
My subconscious
It got me
In real turmoil
I ain't ashamed no more
I can't drain support
Cus my life
Been a dice game
I came for more

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It's getting hard to breathe
Don't wanna take my last breathe
In my flaws I've seen the things that held me back
From all the stars and dreams that I've see on my path
Don't need no car to speed cus I done burned that gas

In to my twenties I thought that I'd get it but that ain't the way that shit goes
Too busy blowing off money
Don't give a fuck about nothing
And now I'm so cold
I'm sitting in silence
I listen for sirens this violence is volatile dawg
So if I get rowdy and stand up and shout it the sirens could come for me bro

Turning my head as I skate on parole
Lights get to shining I'm thinking I'm dying this panics attacking dawg
Know I've got angels that's backing me y'all
Can't paint the picture if I don't be raw
Throw out the pride with misery dawg
Lift up my spirits and cut out the bull
Jump out sky's and imagine the falls

Noooooo
I can't feel no more
I need real support
My subconscious
It got me
In real turmoil
I ain't ashamed no more
I can't drain support
Cus my life
Been a dice game
I came for more

Real Real
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This is my life you see
No one I'm trying to be
No need for lie and deceit
Hope God keeps eyes on me
Let go my pride for peace
Fulfill my prophecies
Invest new property
Then duck off like hide n seek
I'm done running now
I'm done trying to leave
I'm done tripping now
I'm done trying to beef
I'm done sipping now
I'm done trying to flee
I'm done wasting my time with these kinds of things

Noooooo
I can't feel no more
I need real support
My subconscious
It got me
In real turmoil
I ain't ashamed no more
I can't drain support
Cus my life
Been a dice game
I came for more

Real Real
Love
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Real Real
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