Fears

At 5 years old my biggest fear was never seeing Mommy or my Daddy
See my Papa and my Granny were
Taking care of little Dezzy and his little Brother
Who he loves like to other and I swear to god damn
I love him like no other and if he ever died I'mma put that all aside but
I'd be full of fire huh full of fucking rage and I'd wanna fucking die see
I've been through that before and I don't ever wanna cry
But I gotta tone it down see my angry get's around
I wouldn't be surprised if I made a whole song uh
Screaming 'bout my downs and talking bout my frowns uh
I see that glass mirror uh what the fuck you bout huh
Talking to myself uh what the fuck you bout uh
What you gonna do when god don't have a route huh
What you gonna do when your lyrics have a drought
And your creative instinctive personal has a doubt
But I bet you haven't thought of that thinking your an artifact
like no one does it better like your the one with cheddar uh
Feeling like you'll never ever settle for medal huh
Rewards are for losers just to make em feel better uh

What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
When you ain't on a move, ain't on a move yeah
Fears
I'm talking fears (I don't wan't to)
Fear is running through my veins and I don't wanna feel this pain yeah
Fears (Fears)
I'm talking fears (I don't wan't to)
Fear is running through my veins and I don't wanna feel this pain yeah

Fast forward some years huh, right around ten see
Dad is the pin yeah had a lot sins uh
Now he's doing time when that time could be mine
See I'm driving like I'm fine but I'm really out of line uh
I'm sick and tired of lying yeah
People asking how you doing, damn I'm doing fine uh
Time to get offline uh
Cut the chat see I'm pursuing, gotta jot these rhymes see
I'm really out here trying huh, feeling like I'm done yeah
Moving on some more at 14 I was torn huh
My older brother died and I cried and I was worn uh
Feeling I'm at war with myself and I'm sore yeah
Flying so high just watch and I'mma soar huh
Yeah I have a past but I passed that and aged uh
That was just a phase that I passed through a maze yeah
Damn ain't that amaz' that I can build from a mistake uh
Put it in the grave then continue with my praise uh
Pray to lord yeah I do that everyday
'Cause the worlds getting gray and my fears are at a stay uh
Feeling like my brain is bouta go insane huh
Man I ain't a faucet but I'm feeling kinda trained uh

What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
When you ain't on a move, ain't on a move yeah
Fears
I'm talking fears (I don't wan't to)
Fear is running through my veins and I don't wanna feel this pain yeah
Fears (Fears)
I'm talking fears (I don't wan't to)
Fear is running through my veins and I don't wanna feel this pain yeah
What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
What you gonna do (What you gonna do)
When you ain't on a move, ain't on a move yeah
What you gonna do
What you gonna do
What you gonna do

Falling
Fading
Down down down I go
Falling
Fading
Down down down
Down I go



Credits
Writer(s): Desmond Bustamante
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