My Mayhem

You told me that it would be an adventure
I wasn't sure but I finally entered
Into a world that was not what I expected
Well, I was troubled about where we were headed
Into a grim world I had never seen
And I was introduced to heroin
It took control and made my life so easy
And I let it happen, I made it freely

At this time, I was afraid, I could lose your kind affection
I didn't know, what to expect, I was so young and had no self reflection
So you did, what you could, to get my utter and full attention
To your success, you did well, but now it's time for my redemption

For a long time I was guilty of love
I couldn't see any of the signs above
I'm telling the truth you used to whisper in my ear
I cannot believe I thought you were sincere
I was duped there was a holy war
At that time we robbed the convenience store
We had the cashier laying down at the floor
Then you told me, this you can't ignore

You took your gun, aimed at her head, then pulled the trigger and the shot rang out
This is it, now we're done, don't you agree this is what life is about

The final time we had a conversation
You told me, I did it all, for a better nation
Someone had to stand up and make a grand choice
Someone like me, well, I had nothing to loose
Then I found you, you were a gem as girlfriend
You were so easy for me, to control and bend
Now I'm sitting here, waiting for my time to end
And you had the pleasure to attend to my mayhem