The Void

So many times I tell myself it's all in my mind
While all these different faces promise me I'll be fine
My experience has taught me all that shit was a lie
This world just wasn't built to let the weakest survive

So tell me over and over again
I'm so blessed to be alive
It keeps getting harder
No matter your ardor
The voices infecting me get louder and louder

You weren't made for this world
You weren't made for this world
Can't get you, can't get you, can't get you
Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you, can't get you
Can't get you out of my head

How can you say
That it all works out in the end?
Should I close my eyes and pretend?
Keep projecting the story that you wanna hear
Like I don't live in fear
The air is thinning here
All beauty comes to an end
Whatever lifts me starts to descend
I can't get out of my head it's fucking
Killing every feeling that incentivizes healing
Who do you think you are?
Did you even deserve to make it this far?
Where do you think you'll be?
The future isn't far what do you see?
I don't see anything
I don't see anything
I can't see anything
I can't see anything

So tell me over and over again
I'm so blessed to be alive
It keeps getting harder
No matter your ardor
The voices infecting me get louder and louder
So tell me over and over again
I'm so blessed to be alive
It keeps getting harder
No matter your ardor
The voices infecting me get louder and louder