Sinking

I'm sitting on the moon staring at the stars feeling so tall
pray the day never comes where I have to experience a fall
Put emotions in my music second nature like my last name jubal
I'm staring at this phone knowing that you're neva gone call
Gotta block out the pain so I had to set up a wall
I remember all the days where we actually used to talk
You ripped my heart out my chest now I barely know how to walk
Lone wolf on a hill howling cuz my pack is apart
I wish life had a button that allowed me to restart
I just want a remedy that'll cure a broken heart

I could tell you I'm depressed as shit
Or how life gotta nigga stressed and shit
Always in my feelings or drunk texting bitch
But I write a sonnet slight flex off rip
Henny only reason that I haven't flipped
Drinking daily my house tragic crib
Compare myself to Titanic
Man that's a fantastic ship
But life's waters getting rough
so it's time that I crash this bitch
Like jack in the water I'm sinking
Alone in my thoughts yeah I'm thinking
Thinking where these voices go
They used to guide my every step when I didn't know
Reaching for my halo all I feel is horns
life sworn to the lord but a sinner was born
She nailed my body to the cross
Then gave me slight pause my crown of thorns
That's punishment for my life that's torn
Between good and evil man I'm fighting lord
Messenger of death turned her back on me
I fell for that serpent so I'm trapped only
Within my mind
Another visitation but it's not my time



Credits
Writer(s): Roy Graham Iii
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