U Don't Know

Life's hard, life so hard
But I won't let it get it to me
Baby, will you stick with me
Life's hard, life's so hard
But I can't let it stick to me

Life's hard but I won't let it get to me
A lotta of drama but I can't let it stick to me
Stick with me cause I am never folding
Stressed and depressed but I can never show it
You don't know what I've been through no no,
They don't know what I've been through no, oh
He don't know what I've been through no, no
He don't know what I've been through no, oh

I had to hustle up in the struggle
Really couldn't gear right so I caught a huddle
Tears hit the floor in front of me there's a puddle
Feeling so weak I can barely move a muscle
I feel the stress in my bones leave me alone
Hello are you there please pick up the phone
A listening ear would take away my fears but they
Block me out and wonder why I feel like they don't care
My words are real I'm just saying what you're scared to say
Committing crimes knowing they can take me away
She's praying everyday cause I'm her only son
I was never home I was living on the run
Guns and drugs in my life the drama weighing heavy
I'm the spoon on the edge you tryna keep steady
I gotta stay ready my thoughts are always racing
They didn't work so they took me off the medication
I learned to have patience and express my feelings
Put the pain in the mic and just make em feel it
You don't know what I've been through no no,
They don't know what I've been through no, oh
He don't know what I've been through no, no
They don't know what I've been through no, oh

Do you know what I been through
You can try my shoes on but they won't fit you
I'm feeling low and I miss you
You take me higher to places I've never been to
I need that feeling right now pumpin through my veins
They say I've changed I'm the same
Just a different pain
My first cousin just passed away that news was cray
Last time I seen his face was 2008
I numb my pain with so many drugs
Abusing women for their money and their precious love
Looking for trust but I can't find
It can't even trust another person with nothing
With my mind so messed up

Do you know I got issues
If you can deal with me then I come get you
Let's hit the road I leave my pistol
Ain't no worries in the world
I'm safe with you
Remember mama you told me it's us against the world
I'm growing to feel that this is we in different worlds
You're still my favorite girl
You're just like superwoman
Don't stress on your son cause I'm still learning
I feel my body burning gotta get them demons off me
I hear people talking saying they see me in the coffin
I guess I'm out my mind that's what
The Doctor say but he don't know my life
He ain't with me everyday
I wipe the tears away and I put 'em on my face
I can't do wrong not in a
That's why I love Monet

I was born in the blue hill raised in the blue hill
Mama raised her son by herself in the blue hill
Daddy move to Africa
Mama had to suffer hard working in and
Out of jobs to get us out the trouble spot
Little food up in a pot dinner plate was not enough
Had to travel on a bus so grandmama can hook us up
Then mama died in a car crash and I was all alone fighting by myself
I had to grow up too fast
I never knew my strength till I had nothing else



Credits
Writer(s): David Jassy
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