Never Thought

Never thought I'd end up here
Stuck between ecstasy and fear
Living in my aunt's apartment
Eating leftovers, leaving at 3 pm

Always thought I'd be a star
Or know how to drive a goddamn car
Brand new kitchen for my mom
Lots of a cats a couple dogs

I always thought I'd have more friends
Or at least know I'm liked by them
But they don't call me all that much
And I'm too bummed to hit them up

I never thought I'd leave this place
This city that I thought was made for me
And what I wanted

But what I wanted isn't what I've got

The homeless men inside my head say
Fuck, at least you've got a bed
Never thought that I could fall
Guess I never really thought at all

Sick of doing shit and not getting paid for it
Sick of being told you just gotta wait for it
What am I waiting for? I'm just

Getting old and
Getting bored of

Waiting for cars to make a turn
When I've got the right of way I earned
Standing on this filthy street in the rain
Not something I should have to explain



Credits
Writer(s): Melissa Decicco Goldstein
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