Sound Without Volume

If I valued my life
I'd be afraid of death
Reliving all my memories
Repaying all my debts
I look straight through em
Acting like the world is fair
But it's not easy for me
I see the same shit everywhere
Opening my heart as it's breaking
In my eyes I'm still faking
My life and this existence
As my dreams they are a'waking
Falling free of misery
Stuck in the same perception
With the questions I could never ask
And the answers that I could never mention

Questions can't have answers when the words don't make any sense
Crime scenes can't be put to rest without the evidence
And we can't feed ourselves without a diet to consume
Music can't be played soft, we've got sound but no volume

I'm trying to find the truth by runnin' from the lies
There must have been a promise made
Kept right between my eyes
Never did the discipline seem very pleasant at the time
But the greatest moments within my life are those that put me in line
Manifested surroundings, misunderstood energies
The illusion that I'm stuck in
So immense that I can't see
Past the planetary corruption in this sheepish society
Beyond the global brainwash
And especially through the ego of Me

Questions can't have answers when the words don't make any sense
Crime scenes can't be put to rest without the evidence
And I can't get my word out without a reason to resume
Around the same place that I left off
Where there was sound
But no volume

AaAaahAahAaah
AaAaahAahAaah

Maybe on my way I'll find someone who understands
Maybe she's been waiting around for me
And does she need assistance in roaming these lands
Will she take my hand?
Will she open my heart as if I'm waking
From this dream I've tried escaping
From my old life and the ego that had convinced me I wasn't creating
Projects of irrelevance, stuck in the same perception
As the person that they'd raised me
The kid with too many questions
I can't get my word out without a reason to resume
Music can't be played soft
We've got sound
But no volume
But no volume