Never in a Good Way

I don't know why I keep kidding myself
Thinking that I deserve the truth
Just like anybody else

But the windows all are closing
I'm losing track of time again
And the walls close all around me
I'm not myself again

I know there's so much time I've wasted
When do I start again?
I know I'm the one who's always leaving
But I'm not the one to blame

I don't know why I keep kidding myself
That the writing on the wall could mean anything else

But the reasons all are blurring
Hard seeing black and white again
And I guess I should be angry I'm not myself again

I know there's so much time I've wasted
When do I start again?
I know I'm the one who's always leaving
But I'm not the one to blame

With so much time
And all of it's wasted
Wasted

Always in a bad way
Never with the words I mean to say
Always with a get away
Just never one I can go through with
Never in a good way
Always too late by the time you say it
Never in a good way
A good way

I know there's so much time I've wasted
When do I start again?
I know I'm the one who's always leaving
But I'm not the one to blame

I don't know why
I know why why I keep kidding myself
That there's any other way
I don't know why
I don't know why I keep kidding myself
That there's any other way



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Kelley
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