Findin’ Myself
I was half of the man I was at 18
At 23, just tryna stand where I dream
Lately they've been telling me I ain't good enough, small people only judge what they see
I used to hang with those who put me behind
How do level with you inside
Only difference is one of us is right
Cause all the time we always questioned who lied
I've learned your worst can be your greatest
If there wasn't real we wouldn't understand what fake is
Look I got a lot that I'm changin'
I find myself growing sometimes it's achin'
The past got me broken so I'm distant
I'm only gripin who I am finding out what I'm missin'
I gotta realize what I'm seeing
My emotions are what makes me a human being
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to find myself
I just need the time to find myself
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to find myself
Need the time to find myself
Stepping from year to year, age to age
I've been doing everything to flip the page
I've been isolated, that's life with hearing aids
Imagine your own life being delayed
Not hearing what's around you but your own thoughts
But when it's something I don't catch then I'm wrong, so it's my faults
Most times I've felt I've always lost
Realizing that's the only things that I've bought
People will drain everything out of you
Then leave and blame everything on you
If your absence doesn't bother them
Then your presence never mattered, they were never your friend
I was always thought their reflection was me
Even the mirror shows what you need to see
Got lost in the mist
So much that I've risked
Finding everything I was tryna live
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to find myself
I just need the time to find myself
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to find myself
Need the time to find myself
Masquerading, never fading, it's jading
Gotta move forward, I'm waiting, not tryna color what doesn't have painting
Need the time to find myself
Need the time to find myself
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to be myself
Need the time to be myself
At 23, just tryna stand where I dream
Lately they've been telling me I ain't good enough, small people only judge what they see
I used to hang with those who put me behind
How do level with you inside
Only difference is one of us is right
Cause all the time we always questioned who lied
I've learned your worst can be your greatest
If there wasn't real we wouldn't understand what fake is
Look I got a lot that I'm changin'
I find myself growing sometimes it's achin'
The past got me broken so I'm distant
I'm only gripin who I am finding out what I'm missin'
I gotta realize what I'm seeing
My emotions are what makes me a human being
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to find myself
I just need the time to find myself
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to find myself
Need the time to find myself
Stepping from year to year, age to age
I've been doing everything to flip the page
I've been isolated, that's life with hearing aids
Imagine your own life being delayed
Not hearing what's around you but your own thoughts
But when it's something I don't catch then I'm wrong, so it's my faults
Most times I've felt I've always lost
Realizing that's the only things that I've bought
People will drain everything out of you
Then leave and blame everything on you
If your absence doesn't bother them
Then your presence never mattered, they were never your friend
I was always thought their reflection was me
Even the mirror shows what you need to see
Got lost in the mist
So much that I've risked
Finding everything I was tryna live
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to find myself
I just need the time to find myself
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to find myself
Need the time to find myself
Masquerading, never fading, it's jading
Gotta move forward, I'm waiting, not tryna color what doesn't have painting
Need the time to find myself
Need the time to find myself
I've been putting everything on the shelf
I'm afraid I might be someone else
Need the time to be myself
Need the time to be myself
Credits
Writer(s): Blight Mind
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