Bulldozer

In the beginning, there was the word Angel, that's who I was to you
It's so absurd, but I believed it, guess that's what being in love does

I got to meet your mum, meet your dad, you introduced me to your sister
To your best friend, you even said: I'm so damn sure that he's my mister

Telling everybody that I was the somebody before crushing my body
And now I just wish I was nobody

Here I lay shattered on the floor, there's no way you could have hurt me more

I wish we had never met
For what you did, I wish you were dead
Sure would like that you could see me now
Cut all my hair to breathe
I'm all burned out and I'll leave
You promised, you deceive
Now all I got is grief, but I'll survive somehow

It wasn't me going on about all the relationship problems you have with your boyfriend
It wasn't me who said volim te, saying I was heaven sent

It wasn't me who scooped up the idea of a baby of ours, now born-dead
It wasn't me who out of the blue was lying naked in my bed

Telling everyone that I'm the chosen one, that I'm your shining sun
Before reducing me to no-one

Here I RIP, all destroyed and gone. You can be proud of a job well done

I wish we had never met
For what you did, I wish you were dead
Sure would like that you could see me now
There's no way I could eat
Heavy drinking's just neat
I wish I could delete
These past weeks and retreat forever and come back somehow

Maybe you didn't want to move out of his apartment, it's his, so it's for free
Maybe you wanted to keep your shitty car, what's-his-face owns it, that's pretty cheap

Maybe you just wanted to add some spice to your boring life, so you played with me
Maybe I just thought that you were so deep, while your deepest feature is your sleep

Shouting out loud that you had no doubt, that you were about
To dump the other guy and live with me

Here I mourn with my broken soul. No more plans, no more self-control

I wish we had never met
For what you did, I wish you were dead
Sure would like that you could see me now
I struggle to see some light
No recovery in sight
You anti-delight
Now I have to fight, but I'll get through somehow