Cemetery

Rolling up by myself to the cemetery
Just so I could rest for a minute in some peace
Brought with me a fat skunky bag, smoke in solitary
Lonely minds, tell me how that's not a disease

Every now and then a person needs some validation
A person whos down for a real conversation
Thats's the kind of stress that drives my homeboy to drink
Go full throttle on that yak in a minute not to think
Every single day buying bottles of that Henn
Pick em off one by one til he gets the weekend
No matter what I said I couldn't get him in my car
Just kept telling me how we weren't going very far
And you hear it every day "don't drink and drive"
While someone steady wishing that their people still alive
They say you only have control over your own life
But every choice affects another, just depends what you decide
See life is full of beauty just not always every part
But remember life don't stop just because the rain starts
Sometimes drinks and drugs just aren't enough
Sometimes when things get tough, I find myself just

Rolling up by myself to the cemetery
Just so I could rest for a minute in some peace
Brought with me a fat skunky bag, smoke in solitary
Lonely minds, tell me how that's not a disease
Rolling up by myself to the cemetery
Just so I could rest for a minute in some peace
Brought with me a fat skunky bag, smoke in solitary
Lonely minds, tell me how that's not a disease

Thoughts been weighing heavy on my mind in my sleep
Late at night I've been having most terrible dreams
Have you ever contemplated suicide?
Damned if I didn't write that note three different times
But in the end I aint never been that kind of coward
The rain and the thunder aint nothing but a shower
If I stopped hitting people up who'd check if I'm dead?
Trapped in a jail cell, laid out in a hospital bed?
And I been done the homework, yeah already found the cure
A friendly ear to catch some words, man that shit helps for sure
With a laptop playing dope beats, coming from the aux
Car parked in the alley, freestyle in the hotbox
Sometimes I need to be alone to keep my sanity
Just to take a break from witnessing humanity
And I think that it's my environment that's got me this way
Guess where I'm headed any time that I stray

Rolling up by myself to the cemetery
Just so I could rest for a minute in some peace
Brought with me a fat skunky bag, smoke in solitary
Lonely minds, tell me how that's not a disease
Rolling up by myself to the cemetery
Just so I could rest for a minute in some peace
Brought with me a fat skunky bag, smoke in solitary
Lonely minds, tell me how that's not a disease

Rolling up by myself to the cemetery
Just so I could rest for a minute in some peace
Brought with me a fat skunky bag, smoke in solitary
Lonely minds, tell me how that's not a disease
Rolling up by myself to the cemetery
Just so I could rest for a minute in some peace
Brought with me a fat skunky bag, smoke in solitary
Lonely minds, tell me how that's not a disease