Lost, Loved and Found

Balled on them all, couldn't give a fuck
Fightin all these niggas

Lost in the brawl, had to stand up
No forgiveness nigga

I loved all ya'll, you decided to cut
Stuntin on these niggas

Found my soul in the beat
Now I'm pourin my cup

Too much on my plate
But I suppress it down to explain when I sang
Every single day
I took an L now I'm flyin out my out my cage

Too much to say
So let me leave it on the beat to lay
Im in the buildin zonin out
Mind bleached out

What do I hide
What do I do for this life
I pour my drank and decide
Could I ride or die for myself

Who else would step up to the plate if I fell
Only Khalil so hell
Look and see
These niggas betray me

I get up on my feet
Don't fuck with me
Hot temper these days like its 40 degrees

But I'm just not sure
Im patient with the blur
Of the fake faces and hand shakes that define lies
Who am I

Grew up on a side
Where the jocks ran the sack
Like a football quarter back
But I just wasn't into that
No cap

Niggas talkin smack
Never talkin facts
Always had me gasp-in
For a different life-in

Where I could be alright, and
Now they wonder why
Im so high

And talk sly bout how imma finna ride
Had to lift myself up to survive
Had to walk my talk to assert my pride

Balled on them all, couldn't give a fuck
Fightin all these niggas

Lost in the brawl, had to stand up
No forgiveness nigga

I loved all ya'll, you decided to cut
Stuntin on these niggas

Found my soul in the beat
Now I'm pourin my cup

And my niggas gone ride
Hop out and slide
Leave em to die

When I spit on the track
Realize I could profit from that
So I spit my heart into it like a thumb tack

All push no pull
She ride me like a bull
Livin the life I should but that don't mean my cup be half full

Half empty
I see plenty

Room to pick up my slack
Hit the gym to maintain this weight on my back
That emphasizes the pain in my tracks

That you find in the heart of the sound
So I promise you wont trip unless you flossin with me smokin that loud
But how

Can I finish this relay when karma a comin
She a bitch and she know where I stay not frontin

But I took his girl
Lost my girl
My head whirls

Now my past keep stressin me day to day
Bout everything she had to say
Nothin was ever okay
Problem this problem that

Where you at
Why not you not textin back
Im just speedin in coupe baby nothin can hold me cap
And thats facts

Im just the illest MC when I rap
I just wish one day to see myself of the map
Right In this direction I craft

I wonder where Ill up
When I pull up
In a spaceship truck

Ill be timeless
Niggas cant rhyme like this
Cant shine like this
Im fine with it

Just holdin it down low
Till its my time to make a show
No distraction cant be bothered by a hoe
Or niggas who just sniffin like nose

Balled on them all, couldn't give a fuck
Fightin all these niggas

Lost in the brawl, had to stand up
No forgiveness nigga

I loved all ya'll, you decided to cut
Stuntin on these niggas

Found my soul in the beat
Now I'm pourin my cup