Drain

My love is sinking down the drain
Don't have the time for the bullshit that I'm faced with everyday
My eyes, I wanna scratch them out
Keep looking at the neon flashing memories of my life burning down
My tears, they're tasting all the same
They're tasting like the people that I've wronged
And a whole lotta shame
My love is sinking down the drain
Is sinking down the drain
Is sinking down the drain
The drain

Take a good look for my soul
I can't find shit, in this desert I'm alone
My eyes are bloodshot red with regret
When you held me last night, it didn't mean shit
I'm sorry to tell you my subconscious hates me
Your concern seems to fade away with one breath
No one left around to keep in check
No one left around to keep in check

I don't need the pressure
To tell me off
To say I'm wrong
To keep me depressed
It's a weight on my chest
It won't cave in
It won't move 'round
It won't make a sound
It just holds me down
I need to slow down
I need to wake up
I can't get up, I'm stuck to my psyche
Everything is swarming and it's coming right at me
Everybody's moving and they know what to do
Maybe that's why I hate school
Maybe that's the reason she stopped calling
Maybe that's why I'm falling
Is it my clothes, who knows?
I can't maintain control
I should be taking notes
I am just losing
I'm really just losing

In the grand scheme of things
My days are getting brighter
Slowly and slowly, but surely
People come and go as i've learned
People are just taking turns
Figuring out this puzzle
Finding what fits and learning what doesn't
The scratch on your chin means nothing to those who've suffered