Roadside Assistance

When can I finally catch a break?
No one told me that life could turn out this way
I'm stressed and I don't know what to do
I keep bitching all my problems to an open room
And the meter is running, your time's running out
This is not the time or place to be laughing about it
So, you have roadside assistance? So call them
You're in the middle of the intersection stalling
And you're running on rage
Don't tell me to calm down, I don't have a choice
Don't tell me to calm down, I'm not doing fine

You've got it all mostly figured out
And you give your spiel like it's no big deal
But I don't see your perspective
So I'll keep it real
And I promise not to steal
So let me in
It's been a hell of a week, where should I begin?

All my friends have moved on, they're grownups now
And I'm still just a legend of my hometown
I'm sorry that I'm not who I'm supposed to be
But the person I am needs you to see
That I'm not scared of failing anymore
And I know now who I'm fighting for
And you can't take that away
Because I'm fighting for me for the first time in my whole life
So don't fucking mess with me now

You tell me you deserve it for all the shit you did
And trust me when I say this, "they're lying to you kid."
I'm sorry you've been dealt this hand in life
But everyone is gonna have a little bit of strife in their life

So just get used to it
You'll feel better in the long run when you know you'll struggle
But light always comes between the darkness
Lighting up the paths you need to take in life

And I'm sorry that I put all my problems on you
I'm well aware that you have your problems too
I'm stupid, and sorry. Try to understand
I'm trying to be better
I hope I can