Forget It

I don't know
If I want to keep up with you
Please don't go
It's too early to say
Too early to know
What I would do
If I didn't have you
Writing stories in my head
That will never become true
I could ask for help
But I wouldn't want to
Burden you

Sometimes I
Get carried away with my own thoughts
And in those time
Stay awake in my bed
Throughout the night
I wish I
Could be like those other guy
Can't you see
That I don't pick up on the signs
It's been so long
Since I've been with someone
I think I just forgot

How to know
If you'd ever want me
How to show
Affection without being too pushy
They say that
You'll just know
But that's hard when you're me
I'll never know
Unless you show

I can't promise you the world
(Or anything)
I wouldn't know where to start if we were ever talking
I don't want to feel guilt after one happy day
Wrap my deadbeat arms 'round you
And watch as my pain drifts away

I'm no good
No good
Not good enough for you
I'm no good
No good
But what else can I do
There's much better men then me
But I'm trying can't you see
Self obsessed and ignorant
No confidence
I'm an idiot
I should just say how I feel
Cause there's really not much appeal
For a guy like me
I am what you see
But after rejection I won't feel better