Insecure

I hope you know that I don't care about the distance
I been thinking about you since the beginning
In the end would never thought it would end &
It ain't always going to be happy endings
Keep it in to not come off as defensive
What I do is never going be offensive
From New York she really be from the trenches
Not good in sports but a good mathematician

And she was right I be too focused on the physical
Not in her mental but I'm steady in her digital
I'm always going through her phone
It's not intentional
But I know it's kind of wrong
It's just the way it go

Daytona beach for the week in some weeks
I hope that you don't forget about me
All the nights that we was touching and screaming
Laughing at eachother ain't have a reason
Told me if I want to link than it's feasible
Well I hope that it work
I already think you be flirting at work
I see it in person I'm going go bizzurk
Damn

And she was right I be too focused on the physical
Not in her mental but I'm steady in her digital
I'm always going through her phone
It's not intentional
But I know it's kind of wrong
It's just the way it go

I get it
You with it
But how I know if you ain't tricking
I'm with it
We with it
And we know it took us a minute
I had to get out detention
Mentally I wasn't in it

You know it's hard to get your mind right
When your mind ain't right
So you got to get it right

If you need me then pick up your telephone
Ima answer because I do not want to go
Need you right on my hip right where you belong
This is more of a letter it's not a song
I'm just telling you stuff I ain't want you know
Swear we be so melodic like xylophones
Love your voice when you yelling and when you don't
You be sounding so southern with certain quotes

And she was right I be too focused on the physical
Not in her mental but I'm steady in her digital
I'm always going through her phone
It's not intentional
But I know it's kind of wrong
It's just the way it go