Lotus

A good girl to me
Someone in the dream
I know a good girl would see
When she's being told who to be
In a pile of beliefs
Now she's gone, where you gone?

Not in the winter
Not in the spring
Searching for something
Hidden within me
Teach brains to blow minds
Taught not to see the flames
Even when you cry, you search for pools on the pillow cases

I live to know what to do
To be loved by you
Down in the mud, can you
See the lotus bloom?

I live to know what to do
To be loved by you
Down in the mud, do you
See the lotus bloom?

Know all I did was try
Know I've tried
Ah-ooh (Good girl, good girl)
Ah-ooh, hoo (Good girl, good girl)

A good girl would do
Poetry out of you
I know a good girl would be
Dancing 'till there's rain to our knees
Never dry on beliefs
Now she's gone, all is gone

White as my winter
Pink as my springs
I search for something
Feels like an evening
No roots to catch you
You're free to flee
Even when you're here you find yourself in a reverie

I live to know what to do
To be loved by you
Down in the mud, can you
See the lotus bloom?

I live to know what to do
To be loved by you
Down in the mud, do you
See the lotus bloom?

Know all I did was try
Know I've tried
Ah-ooh (Good girl, good girl)
Ah-ooh (Good girl, good girl)

You wanted a good girl
I wanted a god
You wanted a good girl
Just to show her off

I'm looking for something
A right thing, I'm thinking
That I'm just a good girl to you
Know that I have tried
I'm trying to be someone
Or something in nothing
All I've done to be there for you

Know that I have tried
Know that I've tried
Know that I've tried
Ah-ooh, hoo
Ah-ooh, hoo
Ahh, know I've
Tried, tried, tried