Karma

Been here three months and my life still feels scattered
Artwork on my bedroom floor, beautiful unhung disaster
Living with you somehow slows me down as time goes faster
It's February and it's snowing
It's cold but I am glowing, glowing, glowing

I noticed you have an understated aura
I can feel it wrapped around my heart
And I feel warmer
I told you at the start to be careful 'cause I have anger
Life has tested me, I've been running, running, running

Used to being the girl that got turned out from every corner
Used to wearing my pain like armor
Putting my hands up and being a fighter
Covering up, basking in their laughter
Don't ask me why, now I'm a sinner
Now somehow I've met a healer
And I'm waiting to swim deeper, so

You found records of my karma and
You have seen all of the lies before me, so
Blue the morning sky, the clouds, the city's open eyes
They're waking up while we are coming down

Don't wanna get too used to you being in my corner
'Cause none of it killed me, so I guess I must be stronger
I can watch the sun come up on my own strawberry haze
Of glowing raze, resting on my gaze
And I could be wholer in its grace

I ain't lonely
Maybe just a little, but I don't want to be lonely
Fill me up with ambition 'cause I don't want to be lonely
Quick, tell me something amazing, make me catch the moonlights
And the fire lanterns up and grip my hand
'Til I don't remember being lonely, so

You found records of my karma and
You have seen all of the lies before me, so
Blue the morning sky, the clouds, the city's open eyes
They're waking up while we are coming down

You found records of my karma and
You have seen all of the lies before me, so
Blue the morning sky, the clouds, the city's open eyes
They're waking up while we are coming down

You found records of my karma and
You have seen all of the lies before me, so
Blue the morning sky, the clouds, the city's open eyes
They're waking up while we are coming down, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh