Learned My Lesson (Switched Perspective)

I wish that I could tell you something
When you're asking why
But you were yelling you were cussing
So I put on my disguise
I'm turning everything to nothing
I'm keeping everything inside
Cause you ain't getting what you wanted
It ain't no tears inside my eyes

I don't want you to tell me when you're thinking of me
I get so angry when I'm thinking bout you
And I don't know why you say you love me
It really doesn't feel like you do
I could talk but you never listen
Just doing what you want to do
It could be different but it isn't
It isn't
It isn't

Everything feels different, it doesn't mean that I hate you
Though I think you want me to
Making decisions I don't think all the way through
I'm so sorry if they turned you blue
And if I end up tryna tell u something that ain't true
I know that ain't too cool
I just don't want you always overthinking the way that I know you do

I'm sorry I don't care about you
See now I'm living without second guessing
You can always hate me if you have too
I don't think you'll ever learn your lesson
You're lesson

And I don't want you to tell me when you're thinking of me
I get so angry when I'm thinking bout you
And I don't know why you say you love me
It really doesn't feel like you do
I could talk but u never listened
Just doing what u wanna do
It could be different
But it isn't
It isn't
It isn't
It isn't
It's not