the land of red & blue dragonflies

(I'm so sorry for everything, I did wrong you)
(It wasn't ever my intention to hurt you)
(I was just young and immature and unable)
(To give for you the way you have for me)

I'm watching it all end before me
And I can't stop my hands from shaking
Stomping the phantom brake pedal
Won't do me any good

I can't sleep without crying
And you can't leave without trying to
Pull me out of the water
Yet my mistakes are weighing me down

I'm trying my best, but when your best is not enough
And there's no way back, there's no way back
I'm dying to see you again, but I know
It won't be any time soon

So I just claw for a chance of reconcile
But the choices that I've made cannot be sworn upon the Bible
I'm paying my dues in the pain that I've caused
I hope it's not too much to ask, but think of me once in a while

Oh!
Oh!
Ooh!
Woo!

And even though you aren't dying
I'll carry a piece of you with me forever
For now we're just two lions in the rain
Waiting for a moment of thunder

But this is not the end
I won't let the story end here
I'll show you my progression
In person and in spirit
I know I'll make you proud

(I miss you so much)